More Cocoa please…

Back to reality. Mistaya says fall and winter are her favourite seasons. She said she does not want to spend next Christmas in Hawaii. She loves the cold weather, the snow, cozy times inside sipping pumpkin lattes and fun times outside playing in the snow or walking in the leaves. Is she my daughter? I used to romanticize about the fall and winter. Those warm pumpkin thoughts and Christmas sleigh bells in the snow sort of visions. But that was many many years ago. Living through just one prairie winter cured me of any of those false notions.However, for my darling girls, I am trying to recapture those warm fuzzy fall feelings. So far the closest link I can come up with is snowboarding every Friday night this winter at Big White–that seems kinda cool. Must try to conjure up some more good karmic fall and winter energy to guide me effortlessly through the seasons. 

So very stressed about the changes in my life. I had it all tickety-boo and then Pip stopped napping–cold turkey. And suddenly work is no more and I am trying to hire a Nanny PT and I am a mess in my head. A MESS I SAY! So tonight, a coffee date with Peter–we must discuss a lot of stuff. Disney World doesn’t leave much adult time. I think we got together once in awhile at the “adult” table in the restaurants and realized what a shock it was to be sitting across from one another with perhaps a moment to connect.